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i will battle for the sun

Created on 2005-11-03 20:44:40 (#8706641), last updated 2009-07-12

407 comments received, 2,622 comments posted

282 Journal Entries, 139 Tags, 66 Memories, 40+ ScrapBook Files, 0 Virtual Gifts, 15 Userpics

Basic Info
Name:Guardian
Location:Maine, United States
Website:Wretched Desire

Contact:

guardian_erin@yahoo.com
Bio
I CAN'T LET GO
AND YOU DON'T KNOW HOW I FEEL.

NOTHING SEEMS TO HELP: First and foremost, this journal is for me. I'm trying to make it more user-friendly for those poor fools who don't know what they're in for, but that doesn't always pan out. There are bound to be rants, randomness, and absolute shit cycles of angst and depression. So far, no one has had a problem with this. As far as a lot of this stuff goes, I keep it to myself. Just be aware.

NOTHING SEEMS TO WORK: I don't like to delete posts, but I'm secretive as hell so a lot of my posts are f-locked, custom locked, or end up "disappearing" only to be seen to myself. In other words, what is, is. Sometimes you just don't get to look at it.

NOTHING IS AS BEAUTIFUL: I do not really post fic on this journal anymore. This journal was and still is in completely disarray (it just looks pretty now) and I'm trying to restore it, but it's like trying to restore a notebook with all the pages ripped out. If you are interested in my fic and fanvids you can join or browse [info]wretched_desire. Most of it is open to the public. I post fic there every Saturday, and pop out a video whenever I can. The fic is touch-and-go but the videos are worth the watch so please do watch. ;)
♥♥♥
THERE'S NO HOLDING ME BACK
I'M NOT DRIVEN BY FEAR, I'M JUST DRIVEN BY ANGER.

AND YOU'RE UNDER ATTACK
Fandoms
Buffy, Angel, Ghost Hunters, Supernatural, Doctor Who, Torchwood, Dollhouse.

Music
Our Lady Peace, Placebo, A Perfect Circle, Nine Inch Nails, Britney Spears (STFU), Alphabeat, Muse, Tool, Depeche Mode, Coldplay, Three Days Grace, Demon Hunter, Spineshank, Disturbed, Filter, Killswitch Engage, Snow Patrol, Sugarcult, Switchfoot, Ghost of the Robot, Within Temptation.

I'M JUST CLIMBING UP SLOWLY
[info]tamingthemuse - Weekly abuse for the muse.
[info]capslock_spn - ALL CAPS OR GTFO.
[info]fuckyeahruby - FUCK YEAH! RUBY!
[info]fanficrants - Get your wank on.
[info]cuttingimage - ♥


I'M THE ONE AND ONLY:
I run a website for judging fanvideos. That means you submit the details of your video, I download and watch, and if it's good enough to make the cut you get a shiny award graphic.

BREAKING THE CHAIN AWARDS
♥♥♥
THIS IS NOT MY LIFE
THERE IS NOT A SINGLE THING HERE I CAN RECOGNIZE.

THIS IS ALL A DREAM: I live in Maine, have always lived in Maine, and would always live in Maine if not for certain people that I want to get away from. I still have no idea what I want to be in life. Half the time I'm not even sure I want to be in life. I had some goals set and the further along I go, the more I'm losing my goals in life, and reasons to live. Like any story, there will be a resolution here. I just wonder if my life will end up being one of my indefinable stories or a tragedy.

NONE OF YOU ARE REAL: I'm bad at keeping up with friends. Possibly the worst friend ever. I can drop off the radar for weeks, yet I'm always here, almost 24/7. Really, if anyone needs to talk about anything at all, email me. I can understand anything, and best of all over the internet obviously I can't judge. Don't spend a hard night alone. I do that all too often wishing there was someone I could talk to and pretend things were business as usual. It is not easy at all. Just fucking talk to me, and no, I won't expect anything back from you.

I'D GIVE ANYTHING: I'd give anything.

♥♥♥
WAIT. WORRY. WHO CARES?
THIS IS WHO WE ARE. THE TIME IS NEAR.




Profile layout from [info]fleeting_days ♥♥♥




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alters, angel, back dimples, being an asshole, bending the rules, bite marks, blood fetishism, blood rituals, blood-soaked zombies, bones, buffy the vampire slayer, cannibalism, chloe sullivan, clark and lex, collars, collecting dvd box sets, crimes of passion, david boreanaz, duels to the death, femslash, fetishes, fred, fucking bridges, fucking things, fucking unicorns, full moons, ghost hunters, giles, ginger snaps, girls in jeans, glbt, guardian, homicidal love triangles, james marsters, lesbian love, lyrics, mating rituals, maynard james keenan, nesting in warm blankets, obama, orgies, our lady peace, paranormal activity, perving over oil-slicked hotties, planning my own demise, plotting revenge, possessive lovers, raine maida, riddick, sam and dean winchester, slave collars, spangel slash, spike, spillyria, strange fetishes, supernatural, systematically destroying notebooks, taps, tender-loving violence, tentacle raep, unicorn tentacle sex, unicorns, vodka, werewolf traditionalism, werewolves, wincest

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